hey guys (PONTENS).

im sure you havent heard from me in a while,
most of us have been busy w itp, cip, trips overseas.
i just wanna say, jia you for your FO camp k!

im sure that what i say now wont help much,
since i wasnt able to meet yall during the times im in school.
considering that by the time i reach club at around 5plus 6,
you guys are already home or have ended trainings (:
before long, ive gone to thailand, having my OCIP.
which, im sure, most of the DingDangs have their own itp to do.

i dont wanna know if what ive heard from a senior is true,
but i do hope that none of these would actually cause
silly misunderstandings and nitty gritty grudges
to be held between the 07/08 and 08/09 batch of GLs.
that would definitely be so immature of both sides.
whatever really happened, i cant be too sure,
since ive been away most of the times.
but from what ive heard is that
mark, cindy and some others have clearly taken time off
to go down to help the GLs weekly.


you have your well wishes from us, DingDangs,
a piece of advice from us is that
you learn to listen to not just one but all those who have been through it before.

okay. i feel kinda dumb to have to resort to writing a letter
just because i cant get to see yall. but thats the best i can do.
im kinda worried gay that i wouldnt have time
to see yall next week but ohwell..

FO is next week, what i say now cant help much,
i feel like a mother, okay, a naggy one in fact.
its as if yall are gonna take your exams and
im scared that you guys forgot about your exams..
but i want you guys to know. do your best, give your all.
no one will see your trainings.
they only look at your performance on the day itself.
JIA YOU KAY (:

esp for night walk today. not sure if its the kind that has ghosts, but yeah. dont be scared!
and im not sure if yall know it, but the DingDangs have been wanting to meet yall as a whole team.. (: all the best.

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OMG WHERE ARE THE DINGDANGS??

i just wanna say that i miss yall so much. haha.
CINDY ARE WE MEETING UP THIS WEEK?
im risking my life by.. erm.. blogging here? hahaha.
i see that the gl blog is being bombarded by the 07/08 gls.....

but... WHERE ARE MY DINGDANGS...??

btw. i still dunno lehs.
maybe il buy the card there for 5 baht
and call yall every night! (:
buahahahaha!

BEH HUAT JIN..
i think i really cannot dont know dont care
;P

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whn you hve t look away
whn you dnt hve much t say
thts when i love you
i love you
jst tht way

t hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk w 2 left feet
thts when i love you
i love you endlessly

& whn youre mad cos you lost a game
forget im waitg in d rain
baby i love you
i love you anw

cos heres my promise made tnight
you can count on me fr life
cos thts when i love you
whn nth you do cld change my mind
d more i learn, d more i love
d more my heart cnt get enough
thts whn i love you
whn i love you no matter what

so whn you turn t hide your eyes
co d movie, it made you cry
thts whn i love you
i love you a lil more each time

& whn you cnt quite match your clothes
or whn you laugh @ your own jokes
thts whn i love you
i love you more thn yknw

& whn you forget tht we had a date
or tht look tht you give whn you show up late
baby i love you
i love you anw

cos heres my promise made tnight
you can count on me fr life
cos thts when i love you
whn nth you do cld change my mind
d more i learn, d more i love
d more my heart cnt get enough
thts whn i love you
whn i love you no matter what

this is the song on my blog. (in case many of you are wondering..) when i listened t it, it reminded me about my life. so far, my life as a GL, my family, my friends.. it touched my heart, it made me cry. BUT FIRST. MY RULES FOR THIS ENTRY "YOU CAN ONLY SMILE, LAUGH, AND ANYTHING BUT NOT CRY." once you observe this simple rule, do continue scrolling down. thank you :D

all the days spent in training up for FO.. it is not over. yes. i said "not" not "now". yes you heard me right. "not over" (: cos we still have many days t catch up, even more ppl t join us for dinner and outings.. this time, it wouldnt only be the ten of us having dinner, our kias would be here with us for dinner! im glad and im awaiting those days where by id see our kias in the foodcourts, eating tgt, chilling and hanging out. teehee.

nope, im not gonna miss the little world of ten. because i know i dont have t! we will be meeting up every now and then.. even if we dont, we have each other in our sneaky little hearts. our two whole months of training tgt, meeting each other, seeing each other's faces til we know one another thoroughly.. and even knowing the days of our menses. (yes, girls, we are all irregular. now we dont feel insecure. TEEHEE) boys having their dota meeting and mahjong sessions every time (:

i woke up early this morning tdy thinking "oh shite.. today cannot be late for GL training. 10 am must reach school. cannot miss the bus ah.." and when i woke up, i realised there's no FOcamp! then after that i went back t sleep again. the next time i woke up, i was thinking "ohkay char! stay awake, keep your eyes open. look awake!! go go go! go wake the kias!" then i realised i was at home on my bed.

2 months of training and meeting up for chillings will not just fade away like that im sure. the hard work we've put in, its just like going for some major performance.. cramming everything in and having only a short span of time t showcase whatever youve learnt or prepared. however, whatever it is, no matter how well or badly we felt we fared, it is up t the judges t decide. and the judges are not the OC, the GMs, the AllStars nor the Seniors. the judges are the campers, our kids (:

im proud of my little world of ten! from the first day we met, strangers from different departments, barely knowing each other.. i had never imagined that we could end up being as close as we are now. however, we did it. (: and im glad. mahjong sessions and eating sessions.. the support and care and concern we got from each other. however much squabbles during gametrials, whatever we had, im glad we had our patience tested, strong and well.. the period of strain between several of us. how we managed t overcome it. t prep camp excitement.. thinking about the shit we've gone through tgt made me smile.

many a time, digressing and digesting.. not getting t the main points of the camp. always making our seniors worry.. so much so we kinda get worried ourselves. as the days get nearer the pressure on us t perform is there. girls broke down at times, boys became abit impatient and irritable. each of us having our fair share of tears and troubles. however, we rose t the occasion didnt we? HEHS. i suppose we were too tired t think about anything at night. staying up working on our photoframes, trying t complete everything.. making sure the kias are all well and healthy. thinking about all of their safety.

laogongs and laopos did well in supporting each other, covering up each others backside and cleaning up the shit others left behind.. cheering for each other, helping each other's team get high. we had the bestest time getting the guys t chop wood, watching the guys set the wood on fire (sneakily) in the bball court.. and even trying t hide our logs in club carefully! our axe getting confiscated by the bangala and given t uncle david. with the oth and weijian helping us get them back.. imitating uncle david's nasal voice.. TEEHEE. our blood (lawrence), sweat, blisters, laughter, frustration and all the other sneaky little things.. AWWW.. i think id never be able t find another world of ten with each of our own unique personalities. :D

as for captain's ball. we have trained hard. :D im proud of every one of us cos DingDangs, we gave our best in everything. especially in captain's ball, like what edmund and cindy mentioned. it was our last chance.. t bring pride t our kias and ourselves. however, we are glad that we have improved. from ten ppl, out of which only 3 had experience in captains ball while the rest of us are total noobs in catching balls and passing around.. heehee. i for one started out screaming whenever a ball came into my possession. now, its a different game play.

the match between the GLs and the GMs was tense. i daresay it was a rough match. it was a test of our patience and stamina. t us, it was a chance t show ourselves that the amount of effort we put in training in the bball courts in the afternoons and evenings would not be in vain. and yes. we proved ourselves. because even though we lost, in our own sneaky little world of ten, we have done ourselves proud.

i saw kelly being blocked by the GMs because she was mainly immobile (having sprained her ankle a month ago, she hasnt had the time t go see the doc nor let it recover). however, she still continued on strong.. angela was being pushed around and being slammed by the boys.. mark was banged, linus was pushed.. huatjin was injured by one of the GMs but he still carried on. this isnt because of individual pride. it was because he didnt wanna let the Ding Dangs and the kias down. with all the kias cheering and cheering for their papa mamas, all i could do was t stand aside cheer for the team. and not let anyone see the tears streaming down my cheeks.

tears welled in my eyes as we neared the end of the day. many a times i controlled myself. sometimes, i had no choice but tears just welled when i was alone. be it because of the kia's morale, because of the arrangement or because of any one of my kias. i was touched by my kias and the kias of other groups as they cared so much for us DingDangs mama and papa. i felt really loved whenever they made me drink up too.

id ask my kias t drink up and one of them would pass a bottle t me and say "mummy, drink up too! (:" or when eating.. they'd go "you should eat as much as you worked.. dont worry" and during the BBQ when they actually forced me t eat the food. there and then, my heart melted. tears auto fill my eyes. AND NO. I DONT CRY. (: arent you all proud of me! :D there was even a point when one of my kias had t go home due t urgent family matters. and the entire group of boys turned back t hug him before he left. all these small little things, although all you ppl our there may think its just a simple hug, a simple action, it mean alot of us papa mamas when we see our kias like that. im proud of my group.

the feeling of attachment have grown in me deeply even though its a 3day2night camp. attachment toward my group and some of the other campers. ive got mixed feelings now and no i dont want you all t cry when you all read this. i want yall t smile at the memories we had. from the reserved beginnings of our little world of ten, t the times where we sat tgt at the memorial for sneaky little chats, t the many dinners that make me grow fat, t the many mahjong session that i keep losing in, t the period of tension and strain, t the gametrial and tough tides, t the prepcamp excitement t the REAL thing.

all these are memories. memories im sure each and everyone of us will keep. im relieved, glad, sad.. at the same time, excited for the post-FO period. is this the feeling that the seniors have told us about? ive never thought much about it when they mentioned "your life will seriously take a turn after youve gone through FO." i thought it was a statement of encouragement. especially when it came from my LAOPAH. (: however, ITS DAMN TRUE. i actually understand the feeling. it is exactly like being done with a huge performance.

even though they say, in the hierarchy, the GLs are even lower than the freshies. i know for sure, i do not regret taking up the post as a GL in this camp. MAY THE DINGDANGS LAST FOREVER AND EVER, TIL THE END OF TIME!

come on guys, gimme one more cheer!
systematic! automatic!
highly energetic!
DingDang, DingDang
all the way!

we like it here,
we like it here,
we've found ourselves a home!
a home, a home sweet home!

edmund; i never knew you took all those sneaky little pictures! how did you even get the photo of me crying! hahaha. you sneaky little fool! (: i love all the mj and memorial sessions with you all. we will never leave omgitsthegls!

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FOcamp is nearing.

let's give it our all! (: many of us are tired, drained, exhausted by the previous few days. jiayou dingdangs! im very sure when we meet our freshies, we'd be in our tippest and toppest condition.
:D

do rest well, drink lots of water..
esp angela and meiyu..
do take care of yourselves.
angela's prone t being ill most of the time..
and meiyu, must recover fast okay! (:
rest more kay! and im sure you'll shine during FO.
you did well today :D
take care luh both of you!

kelly must take care of her silly ankle.
haha. and rashes.
your rashes getting much better alr.
so rmb t apply your cream
and stay out of the dirty stuffs k!

cindy, your blister's getting better
BUT dont neglect it!
you dont want it t get any worse.
and im really glad you could stayover the other day!
(((: it was fun "buah"ing macaroni. teehee!
see, take things one step at a time..
freedom and trust from parents is gained slowly.
dont be impatient.
and i know that you and huat will make a great couple.

edmund must take care of your BAMBOO shoot laopo!
hehe. she falls ill every few days.
but yeah, you've constantly shown her much care and concern.
rmb, during FO, she'll need all the support she can get.
must show her that you'll be able t lead your kias k!

linus, aiyah. dunneed t say. hehs.
i can trust YOU.
just need t talk louder sometimes.
:D and rmb t paste the yellow strings!
and dont anyhow write dumb msgs abt me!

lawrence YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF YOUR LAOPO HOR.
she's so puny can. but im sure you will lah. hee.
just make sure that she doesnt get herself dirty
OR insist on going t play rough games when her ankle cannot tahan.
MUST MAKE SURE SHE WEARS ANKLE GUARD AT ALL TIMES.

mark's fine. hehs. you and meiyu will be alright (:
and no stress k! we will support you all the way!
we're all there with you and for you..
JIAYOU! :D

huatjin also luh.
you'll probably not need t worry about anything (:
w cindy in charge of teaching and welfare,
you can be sure your kias are fine.
as for you, if your jiaobin can make them high,
and everything will be aye-okay! :D

as for bob, our loyal companion and his honourable girlfriend betty, feel free t join us at anytime (: if linus tries t harm you guys in any way, we'll stuff a broom up his ass when he's sleeping :D TEEHEE. night all you ppl!

systematic! automatic!
highly energetic!
ding dang, ding dang, all the way!

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HELLO.

(:

all the best for the FO k.
we have come so far, and you guys even found me my significant other along the way! i really do appreciate that. Betty's here with me now. she wants t say hi and wish yall all the best. only one week more and we know you guys can do it. though seperated into 5 different groups, but im sure you guys can prove all others wrong that even in pairs, you all can get your act tgt. all you pairs have potential. it only depends on how you wanna bring it out.

girls, shine with confidence.
boys, lead without fear!

JIAYOU! :D

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Hey guys, sorry for not making it for trainin today! kinda miss you guys, slacking and sleepin the whole today! grr.. i guess i really havent been giving time off for myself.. I din tell the doc anything, but even he can deduce tat i m suffering from intense fatigue.. I din noe doctors are pro till the extent of deducing somebody`s fatigue level! Anyway, I will be joining you guys for trainin tomolo.. dun fret.. bet all of you guys missed me rite? AND I MISS YOU, LAOPO!! =)

Everyone has his/her own opinions, and tats where our blog comes in. I believe tat bloggin can help improve relationships, throw problems out of our minds, vent off frustrations, bring messages across and such, but still, it is but only personal, and in this i mean tat views being brought forward are all based on personal point of views. I like frankness, but den, i dun like loggin on and feel awkward or uneasy after reading new posts.. On the other hand, everyone should play their part in making sure tat everyone does everything right; its everyone`s responsiblity. If anyone is at fault, it will be definitely directed to everyone as a whole. On a more serious note, i really dun understand why there always must be such unnecessary TENSIONS, especially when there`re only 10 of us in it. If 10 really is a big enough number of ppl for such TENSIONS to be created, den it wouldnt be called a team at all. INSTEAD of criticising, can we at least FOR ONCE start encouraging? Tat would definitely be more constructive, especially since is bout 2 weeks more till the FO camp. Frankly, since the very beginning, i havent seen much encouragements or motivations, but more of rising tensions and criticism.

Lets all jus try to do our part, and in any event if we really see anyone straying, at least we try to bring them back by encouraging each other and motivate each other towards A COMMON GOAL, cos after all, its OUR LITTLE WORLD OF 10, and all of us are but brothers and sisters, or even laoPo-laoGongs. Let us continue to build this based on stable-pillars of 10, and not leave anyone behind.

rmb, we are ONE.

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