Our Seperated Lives`
lil`world of ten, shall we? can we? or maybe will we? just slow down in our current lives and look into our memory banks when we were together - just only us, 10.


`Our first mahjong session.
`Celebrating charlottle's birthday.
`Memorial visit. - heart talks
`Wild wild wet outing. - Under the yakault.
`Creating new versions of camp song. =]
`Twits talk. Ha! <3
`Wood chopping. - we survived!
`Painting of campfire banner. - The fire.
`Dance preparation.
`Songs.
`Photo frame.
`Emo photo taken in the tunnel.
`The shack out days and nights during the camp.


Been walking on the same stretch of road together, the path splits - so does we, will it ever merge back - depends on lil`world of ten ourselves.


Systematic! Automatic! Highly energetic!
Ding Dangs! Ding Dangs! All the way!
We like it here, we like it here!
We found ourselves a home!
A home! A home!
A home-sweet-home! =]

♥Bid Farewell

DID YOU GUYS READ MY BLOG?

Let's go exercising or catch a movie.!!!
haha

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♥Bid Farewell

DING DANGS AHHHHH!!!!

TIME FOR A MAHJONG SESSION AHHHHH!!!!

TIME FOR A GATHERING AHHHHH!!!!

and i am gonna initiate one!

On a weekend( most probably next sunday bah )

We are gonna have mahjong cum gathering session

You all can choose my house and have steamboat

Or we can continue our house visit!!

Till today we havent visit the following people's house

-Huat Jin
-Mei Yu
-Cindy
-Angela
-Mark


ITS TIME!!

Make the decision

And tell me the answer

I'll be waiting....

Dun keep me waiting....

I hate waiting....

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Gls arrr
Gathering arrr
Dun be like last batch arrr




Mahjong session proudly brought to you by
-Edmund


Co-initiated by
-Charlotte
-Lawrence
-Huat Jin


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You want your group name's font to look like this??

Ask Jia Sheng for it.

Whahaha



~~~Always My Pride and Joy~~~







By the way ah people

We shall not miss out Plasters too!!!

Can we have a joint outing also???

Y not right??

After all we are all GLs!!!

So you guys make a choice


Ding Dangs~~~

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♥Bid Farewell

DING DANGS!

THis is the first non emo post after FOCamp.

We got a job to do. Since Jie Wei was unsuccessful in helping me book the LT, it means we might have to scrape off the movie marathon idea. So what other ideas do you guys have in mind?

I am thinking of a picnic but I dunno if it might be successful or not. Help me think please!! My mind gonna burst le. Hiak

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♥Bid Farewell

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…



The song that describe the feeling of knowing and loving each other
So touched after listening to this song
A song written 2 years ago by Dreamz FM
Never know why but the chorus is damn touching lah
Haha the method of how the guy sing is so touching
But the lyrics's meaning is too chim to understand



You never know how sentimental i can be
Hearing what charlotte said
I have the same experience also
After 2 months of GL training
Everyday have to wake up at 9am
Prepare to meet in school at 10am
But then everything stopped a few days ago
Yesterday is Good Friday
But i woke up as usual at 9am
Shocked when i see the clock
Scampered to grab my stuff
Then silly smile to myself
Today is 6th April
FO camp ended
GL training ended
No Need to wake up so early


They say dreams are mere recap of the things u did in the daytime
Or should i say a story made up of recap of memories
Have you have this experience before
That at the far end
Your friends wave hard at you
Welcome you to join them
But it just gets further and further
Then they just left without you

Or have you experienced this before
You are walking down a beautiful countryside road
Beautiful scene
Beautiful sky
But you are alone
Walking down the road
The loneliness and the boredom
Unbearable
But then suddenly many friends appeared
They chatted happily and had fun together
Along the way is not the same again
But then suddenly everything disappeared
Nothing left
No one
Its only you and the rest of the journey
Loneliness filled yourself again

Well i wished to say that GLS all the way
We are not alone in the journey
We will always be walking in 10
No one will disappear
The skies will always be blue
The trees will blossom cherry Blossoms
We will fill the long stretch of road with laughter

So Glad to know you guys
My precious memories
My precious friendships
All will be well kept deep down

Thanks for everything

♥Bid Farewell

whn you hve t look away
whn you dnt hve much t say
thts when i love you
i love you
jst tht way

t hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk w 2 left feet
thts when i love you
i love you endlessly

& whn youre mad cos you lost a game
forget im waitg in d rain
baby i love you
i love you anw

cos heres my promise made tnight
you can count on me fr life
cos thts when i love you
whn nth you do cld change my mind
d more i learn, d more i love
d more my heart cnt get enough
thts whn i love you
whn i love you no matter what

so whn you turn t hide your eyes
co d movie, it made you cry
thts whn i love you
i love you a lil more each time

& whn you cnt quite match your clothes
or whn you laugh @ your own jokes
thts whn i love you
i love you more thn yknw

& whn you forget tht we had a date
or tht look tht you give whn you show up late
baby i love you
i love you anw

cos heres my promise made tnight
you can count on me fr life
cos thts when i love you
whn nth you do cld change my mind
d more i learn, d more i love
d more my heart cnt get enough
thts whn i love you
whn i love you no matter what

this is the song on my blog. (in case many of you are wondering..) when i listened t it, it reminded me about my life. so far, my life as a GL, my family, my friends.. it touched my heart, it made me cry. BUT FIRST. MY RULES FOR THIS ENTRY "YOU CAN ONLY SMILE, LAUGH, AND ANYTHING BUT NOT CRY." once you observe this simple rule, do continue scrolling down. thank you :D

all the days spent in training up for FO.. it is not over. yes. i said "not" not "now". yes you heard me right. "not over" (: cos we still have many days t catch up, even more ppl t join us for dinner and outings.. this time, it wouldnt only be the ten of us having dinner, our kias would be here with us for dinner! im glad and im awaiting those days where by id see our kias in the foodcourts, eating tgt, chilling and hanging out. teehee.

nope, im not gonna miss the little world of ten. because i know i dont have t! we will be meeting up every now and then.. even if we dont, we have each other in our sneaky little hearts. our two whole months of training tgt, meeting each other, seeing each other's faces til we know one another thoroughly.. and even knowing the days of our menses. (yes, girls, we are all irregular. now we dont feel insecure. TEEHEE) boys having their dota meeting and mahjong sessions every time (:

i woke up early this morning tdy thinking "oh shite.. today cannot be late for GL training. 10 am must reach school. cannot miss the bus ah.." and when i woke up, i realised there's no FOcamp! then after that i went back t sleep again. the next time i woke up, i was thinking "ohkay char! stay awake, keep your eyes open. look awake!! go go go! go wake the kias!" then i realised i was at home on my bed.

2 months of training and meeting up for chillings will not just fade away like that im sure. the hard work we've put in, its just like going for some major performance.. cramming everything in and having only a short span of time t showcase whatever youve learnt or prepared. however, whatever it is, no matter how well or badly we felt we fared, it is up t the judges t decide. and the judges are not the OC, the GMs, the AllStars nor the Seniors. the judges are the campers, our kids (:

im proud of my little world of ten! from the first day we met, strangers from different departments, barely knowing each other.. i had never imagined that we could end up being as close as we are now. however, we did it. (: and im glad. mahjong sessions and eating sessions.. the support and care and concern we got from each other. however much squabbles during gametrials, whatever we had, im glad we had our patience tested, strong and well.. the period of strain between several of us. how we managed t overcome it. t prep camp excitement.. thinking about the shit we've gone through tgt made me smile.

many a time, digressing and digesting.. not getting t the main points of the camp. always making our seniors worry.. so much so we kinda get worried ourselves. as the days get nearer the pressure on us t perform is there. girls broke down at times, boys became abit impatient and irritable. each of us having our fair share of tears and troubles. however, we rose t the occasion didnt we? HEHS. i suppose we were too tired t think about anything at night. staying up working on our photoframes, trying t complete everything.. making sure the kias are all well and healthy. thinking about all of their safety.

laogongs and laopos did well in supporting each other, covering up each others backside and cleaning up the shit others left behind.. cheering for each other, helping each other's team get high. we had the bestest time getting the guys t chop wood, watching the guys set the wood on fire (sneakily) in the bball court.. and even trying t hide our logs in club carefully! our axe getting confiscated by the bangala and given t uncle david. with the oth and weijian helping us get them back.. imitating uncle david's nasal voice.. TEEHEE. our blood (lawrence), sweat, blisters, laughter, frustration and all the other sneaky little things.. AWWW.. i think id never be able t find another world of ten with each of our own unique personalities. :D

as for captain's ball. we have trained hard. :D im proud of every one of us cos DingDangs, we gave our best in everything. especially in captain's ball, like what edmund and cindy mentioned. it was our last chance.. t bring pride t our kias and ourselves. however, we are glad that we have improved. from ten ppl, out of which only 3 had experience in captains ball while the rest of us are total noobs in catching balls and passing around.. heehee. i for one started out screaming whenever a ball came into my possession. now, its a different game play.

the match between the GLs and the GMs was tense. i daresay it was a rough match. it was a test of our patience and stamina. t us, it was a chance t show ourselves that the amount of effort we put in training in the bball courts in the afternoons and evenings would not be in vain. and yes. we proved ourselves. because even though we lost, in our own sneaky little world of ten, we have done ourselves proud.

i saw kelly being blocked by the GMs because she was mainly immobile (having sprained her ankle a month ago, she hasnt had the time t go see the doc nor let it recover). however, she still continued on strong.. angela was being pushed around and being slammed by the boys.. mark was banged, linus was pushed.. huatjin was injured by one of the GMs but he still carried on. this isnt because of individual pride. it was because he didnt wanna let the Ding Dangs and the kias down. with all the kias cheering and cheering for their papa mamas, all i could do was t stand aside cheer for the team. and not let anyone see the tears streaming down my cheeks.

tears welled in my eyes as we neared the end of the day. many a times i controlled myself. sometimes, i had no choice but tears just welled when i was alone. be it because of the kia's morale, because of the arrangement or because of any one of my kias. i was touched by my kias and the kias of other groups as they cared so much for us DingDangs mama and papa. i felt really loved whenever they made me drink up too.

id ask my kias t drink up and one of them would pass a bottle t me and say "mummy, drink up too! (:" or when eating.. they'd go "you should eat as much as you worked.. dont worry" and during the BBQ when they actually forced me t eat the food. there and then, my heart melted. tears auto fill my eyes. AND NO. I DONT CRY. (: arent you all proud of me! :D there was even a point when one of my kias had t go home due t urgent family matters. and the entire group of boys turned back t hug him before he left. all these small little things, although all you ppl our there may think its just a simple hug, a simple action, it mean alot of us papa mamas when we see our kias like that. im proud of my group.

the feeling of attachment have grown in me deeply even though its a 3day2night camp. attachment toward my group and some of the other campers. ive got mixed feelings now and no i dont want you all t cry when you all read this. i want yall t smile at the memories we had. from the reserved beginnings of our little world of ten, t the times where we sat tgt at the memorial for sneaky little chats, t the many dinners that make me grow fat, t the many mahjong session that i keep losing in, t the period of tension and strain, t the gametrial and tough tides, t the prepcamp excitement t the REAL thing.

all these are memories. memories im sure each and everyone of us will keep. im relieved, glad, sad.. at the same time, excited for the post-FO period. is this the feeling that the seniors have told us about? ive never thought much about it when they mentioned "your life will seriously take a turn after youve gone through FO." i thought it was a statement of encouragement. especially when it came from my LAOPAH. (: however, ITS DAMN TRUE. i actually understand the feeling. it is exactly like being done with a huge performance.

even though they say, in the hierarchy, the GLs are even lower than the freshies. i know for sure, i do not regret taking up the post as a GL in this camp. MAY THE DINGDANGS LAST FOREVER AND EVER, TIL THE END OF TIME!

come on guys, gimme one more cheer!
systematic! automatic!
highly energetic!
DingDang, DingDang
all the way!

we like it here,
we like it here,
we've found ourselves a home!
a home, a home sweet home!

edmund; i never knew you took all those sneaky little pictures! how did you even get the photo of me crying! hahaha. you sneaky little fool! (: i love all the mj and memorial sessions with you all. we will never leave omgitsthegls!

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♥Bid Farewell

I feel so touched after reading Edmund's post. Didn't know he was such a sentimental person. Haha, Angela lucky you.

Anyway, FO is over.

Like what Edmund said,there might be people who are relieved that it was.

But for Ding Dangs and for me especially I feel so sad that it ended. I want more more more more!!!

Haha, too bad we didn't invite a proper photographer to capture ALL our happy, sad and even angry moments with each other. I am now listening to Char' blog song as I am typing this. Its a damn emo song. I feel like I have graduated from school or something. You know, that type of feeling.

That type of feeling is just undescribable. Ding Dangs we must drop by club everyday after school ok? I hope we can replay those past two months where we have been training so hard.

Even OC meetings, I don't mind attending them again. Discussing about camp issues, laughing along at Kenneth' supe cold jokes and even at times being screwed by seniors. I want more more more.

I remember that at times in camp. I really wanted to break down. But thank god there was lao gong and even you guys to cover my asses for me. Especially at campfire, I was so desperate. And I screamed and shouted so much that night that I spoilt my voice. But all of you all were such sweet darlings. The girls were like telling me Cindy Jia You Cindy Jia You and the guys took the lead in shouting when they felt that my voice really cannot make it le.

Thank you Ding Dangs, thank you so much. Its at times like this when you feel you are not alone. Its so comforting to know there are people out there supporting you. I love you all so much. I really mean it.

Even when you were playing captain ball, I didn't know why. But tears just filled my eyes. The tears that I thought I have controlled so well. It just filled up my eyes in court. It was then that I knew you guys were really a part of my life. Seeing you all playing so hard for our own and kias honour. When I heard, that lao gong's leg got injured and heard char's description of the agony on his face, and when I saw Kelly being pushed by Team GM, saw Angela got body slammed by the male players. I just couldn't stop it. I went aside and cried and cried.

And when I saw you guys playing so hard, I knew I cannot stand by the side slacking. I screamed and shouted, screamed and shouted. Tears streaming as I did so. I am just so touched by all of you all.

I wanted to apologise for not telling you guys about it then. I have my reasons, if you were all around me who would be with the kias, you guys are also tired enough. As long we know that we played fair and square, it's good enough. I appreciate all that you have done. We know best what we did.

I am so happy to be one tenth of Ding Dang, all the bickerings with family over staying too late outside. Who cares, its for a cause well deserved. Thank you once again for leaving such deep footprints in my life. I think I will never ever forget it, even as I age.

FINALLY, A SHOUT OUT: I LOVE DING DANGS!!!!

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♥Bid Farewell

FO Camp just ended with a hype yesterday...

Time flies

Never do we expect what precious treasure we have received at the end of 3 months

Memories

Friendship

Support


Some feel happy that all is over

Some may feel they have achieved something he/she thought he/she could never accomplish

Some feel an emptiness that everything stopped

Some lost their directions

Some began to feel the effects of the camp

Some feel tired and drained

Some have been going through precious memories in their mind

and laughed silly to themselves...

or unknowingly

spilled their tears......









To my little world of 10~~

We have done a great job and hope we the 10 people be the starter to bring the club back to its past glory and never should we break this stronger-than-titanium bond we have built up.



We have gone through the FUN times





The fun time we have spent together

Laughter

Joy

Excitement

Smiles

The Happy times everyone shared have long gone

None is coming back




And Also the SHIT times




Time when we are stuck with problems

Sadness

Tears

Unhappiness

Feud

Anger

The Sad times when everyone hugged each other, each other giving limitless support, encouragement, comfort to one another.


But we know that everything now is over

Nothing will be like what happens these past few months

Nothing will bring back what took place months ago

Nothing can revert time

No More Hugs when you are down

No More 9am gathering

No More Breakfast, lunch, Dinner together

No More meeting 4 days a week






Those Fun and Shit times can only be found in Memory Lane



We can only walk down memory lane to recall these wonderful times

Even now as one walks down memory lane

It aint the same anymore

We can only think of those days together

Looking at the photos capturing those happy faces

Listening to our songs

Unknowingly began to chant the GL cheer

You will find it silly and smiles to yourself

Only to find that your feelings have betrayed you

As hot stream of tears flushes down

It hurts deep down when there are tears

Each Drop resemble the pain and blood as you cut yourself

The long and bored road of life just got better with the world of 10 everyday

Suddenly it disappeared and whats left is yourself again to face it again






To the GMs, from what i feel, sorry for having a heated match with you guys

On the surface, it seems like we are very eager to win, thats quite true in some sense

Hope you guys understand

Because deep down

I believe this is the final battle for pride

We have prepared for this for a long time

From not knowing each other

From knowing nothing of this game

To being able to work together with great teamwork

To be able to almost par with with you GMs

I believe the GLs are fighting for what we believed in as a common goal

To not let anyone be disappointed

To not let our effort in training goes to waste

To not let the countless cheers and applause from everyone goes down the drain

To not let down everyone's sweat, tears and blood goes to waste

Deep down inside

I believe everyone displayed teamwork never seen before in any of the training or matches

The Last Chance to hand in our result slips

Although we lose

But deep inside

We have trashed our opponent

I will always remember the Captain Ball training days

Girls do their best throw balls up high

Aiming at the vast blue skies

While the guys have fun

With a basketball and simple ABC game

Everyone brought laughter to the quiet afternoon at SP basketball court




What i really hope is we can come out frequently and gather together

We will never forget the breezy night at the Memorial

The cooling wind and the nice ambiance

Filled with the giggles of the girls

The warm lights around us

The cold steps

Made us closer to each other

I wouldnt hesitate to look at where we used to sit at the particular spot wehn i passed through


Our Dinner gathering at Clementi's Veri Nice

Carls Jr

House Visits

Can we do those again someday??


Next Major event is the Day Tour

So everyone lets work hard together again

We are always a family

In the CLS family

The world of ten...



Drink more water

Rest more

Get well soon Gls

No matter izit Phlegm Gao

or Sore throat

or Lost your voices

or injured yourselves

Please get well soon



FO CAMP!!! SUCCESS!!!









~~~Edmund to all GLS

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♥Bid Farewell

To my dearest ding dangs,
after so many months together, 4 months have passed since that very first GL outing at Carls Jr.

So many precious memories...
So many touching moments...
So many caring people...

So many time i feel loved...

I have learnt to treasure this friendship with our little world of ten and wished that we can always meet up after FO regularly to gather =D

Hehe

So i pronounce tomorrow to be DAY ZERO for cindy~

Day ZERO

So many things to do
So many worries
So many excitement
So many people encouraging us

We mustnt let them down

Not One
No One

We must lead kias with pride

There are times we get together and share our joy

And there are the shit times

But we are always together

And never separated

We are like Brothers and Sisters

The Ding Dang Clan

Hope you guys can give it your best shot

Good Luck!!

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♥Bid Farewell

~ time flies w/o we knowin! ~

so fast camp is arnd the corner! we hav been meetin each other 4 one mth plus..i think i will rlly miss the days we hav..i think i will sad till cry..sobs..hopes the camp will b successful n no cork ups..=) hop after camp we will still meet up 4 outin o celebrate others bday... tc evryone! luv u all lots! =]

♥Bid Farewell

I forgot!

Ding Dangs, please remember to bring your shoes too tomorrow because we will be playing captain ball and its better if we are in proper running gear because I know most of your slippers are slippery besides, if it rains then it would be more slippery.

And trust me, the parents must never be injured before the kids do. Understand? so please bring shoes for safety sake.

RMB bring cutleries, best if its the disposable type cos we got no time to wash up.

And we must remeber that we are called Ding Dangs ah. I feel that we hardly call ourselves that name anymore. Because in the evnt of anything in the camp, the camp chief is gonna call out Ding Dangs/ Yuan Tou/ Yuan Shou GATHER... that sorta thing. So you all must rmb what we are called.

HAHA. I am off to pack my bag. I am so excited. LOLOLOL

take care darlings <33 i will see you guys tomorrow
tag after readingso i noe u are aware. thanks or u cn msged me cos i might not come online any more

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♥Bid Farewell

HEY DING DANGS!!

This is perhaps the last update before prep camp tomorrow. I will be talking about the schedule and what to wear and stuff so that you can go and pack the clothes.

There is a slight change in schedule. Instead of breaking camp after captain ball right, we will have lunch and there will be one more circuit game plus wet slope after lunch so that means we will be breaking camp at evening.

So here's a rough guide for what the hell will be going on during FOCamp.

Tuesday:

Arrival of freshies
Icebreakers
Make flags/ Goup cheer and name
Lunch
Circuit 1 - School games
Dinner
Night Activity

Wednesday:

Beakfast
Teach Camp song
Lunch
Leaving for Clark Quay around lunch time
Come back to school at ard 6pm
BBQ
Male GLs set up fake campfire
Campfire cum Shim Night
Nightwalk
Lights Out

Thursday:

Breakfast
Captain Ball Match
Lunch
One more circuit game cum Wet slope
Wash Up
Break Camp

As I mentioned above the schedule that I typed above is a ROUGH guide. Hencem there might be some variations in the schedule. But I can assure you that the variations are minimal. Trust me.

Ok, now lets talk about what we are gonna wear and pack for prep camp and camp. For the first day right when freshies come, we are gonna wear our GL tee.

After which we changed clothes to our unwanted clothes because we are playing the school games and can get damn dirty. After that we wash up and wear whatever clotehs we want to.

Then for outdoor games right, we are gonna wear the same noob shirt as the frehies. We are gonna wear the FOCamp shirt.

For last day captain ball, we are gonna wear back our GL tee because it is easier to differentiate us. Then after that we change back to another set of unwanted clothes cos there will be wet slope and after the last circuit game right we wash up and wear the club tee as a finale.

Any problems so far? If you all have right, you all can call me up. I will furnish you guys with more details.

SO tommorrow we are meeting to brush up on our dance, complete the photo frames and go to Clarke Quay to recee. I know that the gms that side they got some intersting plans such a movie marathon but we GLs need our sleep. So I suggest that you all bettr get some sleep. You all know yourself if you dont gte enough sleep la huh. I dont need to say much.

Me and lao gong gg to sch eralier at 9am to complete our frames cos e still got quite alot of stuff undone. Those who are worried about their photos frames can come ealier too. COs he opening the club for us.

For tonight guys, please pack what is necessary then turn in early. PLEASE. Tommorrow is a busy day and so will the next three days. Those who are sick remember to bring your medicines along with you in the camp ah.

LOVES

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♥Bid Farewell